For Renkins

“What is love? In math It’s a problem, in history, a battle, in science it’s a reaction, in art, it’s a heart, but to me? Love is and simply will be you.”

^{Though out life we are “supposed” to solve the math problem and remember each battle, figure out all of the chemical reactions, and draw the heart perfectly. And love is something we grow up knowing and it is your friends or your family. But we don’t always do what we are told or what we are “supposed” to do.  When we find that person that solves the math problem, that helps us remember the battle and figure out the chemical reaction and draw everything perfectly mainly the heart, it truly is magical. Well I have figured out that love all the times I have loved and all the things in my heart, they all belong to her. I believe we were made for each other and that is the truth. Love really and truly will always be her.}

“You don’t love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her"
^{This is true for all women in the world. For me this quote works both ways. We are both each other if that makes sense. So she is because I love her so, and I am because she loves me.}

“To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.”
_{Lauren Ann Cappelli, you may go to work alone, drive back and forth alone, same for me too. But I carry you with me all day long right in my heart and when I see you anytime, I see the whole world in front of me. That is the best feeling I have ever had in my whole life.}

“Missing you is my hobby, caring for you is my job, make you happy is my duty, and loving you is my life.”
^{Everyone has hobbies mine really and truly is her. I miss her even when she are in the next room, when I’m about to see her. Although missing that lovely girl is a very great thing, but I don’t like having to miss her I always want her around. I care about her so very much; she is the most amazing thing that happen to me. If I could get paid to just care for her, oh how I would adore that job. And I try so hard, I may not succeed, but oh do I try to make her smile and laugh and giggle like she loves making me do. Loving her now that is just plain and simply my whole life.}

“They say it’s the little things in life that matter most, but you’re a big part of me, and you matter the most.”

_{She does matter the most. Over everything, she is the only thing that really does. I chose her and she chose me. how can you get more than that. the biggest best most amazing part of my life is her.}

The Starter Blog

I have never blogged before in my life. For the most part I didn’t really think I had much to say and I really still don't think I do. I am the worst speller and the worst at grammar too so I want to apologize a head of time for how awful some of this might be. I guess most people have a theme to their blogs but not me I think I am just got to write maybe about interesting things and maybe not so much. :)
I Mallory Allena, and a big fat lesbian, and I am in love with Lauren Ann. we have been together almost 9 months, I know not that long. But for me I know. That this girl is my forever. I think we suit each other. we watched a movie not too long ago, and there was a man in it and he believed that everyone had a twin flame, and when you met your other flame no matter what your situation or what you thought your life would be like, you twin flame would really show you how it was supposed to be. Well she is my twin flame, I wish we had met each other years ago but I guess life just doesn’t work out that way sometimes. All I can say is that I am happy I found her at all. We met on the internet, of course how else ha. We really did, and I had been in a very bad place and it turns out so was she. We lived about 3 ½ hours apart from each other, not really thinking anything was going to happen with it anyway. I talked to her first *insert cute seductive smile here* I’m not really sure that matters too much anyhow, I know that we have a fresh and new relationship but I feel like I have known her for a hundred years. I am not too sure I am worth it though. I have low self esteem and it hurts our relationship sometimes. Know I sort of think that I am rambling a little bit and maybe you don’t care to much what I have to say, maybe next time I will have something witty or interesting to say like Lauren does. Or some of the other bloggers out there, me I am just no good at thinking. My brain just goes from one thing to another in a couple of words in my head and I have a hard time thinking before I time, so chances are I have written this blog a few times J well until next time.

Mally!